These are all the kinds of feelings that can come up when you're a homeschooling parent (sometimes even on a good day!)
As a long term homeschooling parent, I know through experience the pressures you're facing and I acknowledge the commitment you've made. You want the best for your children, but that can also place an enormous burden on you that others struggle to understand.
As a professional counsellor, I can offer you space to explore your feelings, without judgement, and without needing to second guess your decisions. Working together, I can provide you with emotional and psychological support to help you get through the tough days.